I'm Mad

I'm mad that you love me
I'm mad that I love you
I'm mad, not because of the love
but what the love makes me do
It makes me controlled, all powered by you

I'm manipulated
I'm vulnerable
I'm weak
I'm not me

Loving you makes me hate me
Loving you makes me feel like I don't know me
Loving you is destroying me

Is it because I got so lost in you that I lost me

I'm searching for myself, your not helping me to be....

I'm longing to look in the mirror and have acceptance for who I be

So really I'm not mad at you cause you love me, and I love you. Really truly

I'm mad cause I don't love me.

Outcast Love (Poem)

I am the prosoner, I am the enemy
I am the outcast, I am the stranger
I am inhuman, I am a sinner
I am ugly, I am a stereotype


You look at me as if I am not human
As if I dont feel like you
As if I dont cry just like you
As if I dont shit... just like you

I do all the same things that you do
I live the same life and do just as you


I work, I eat unhealthy foods
I drink, I have friends ands a family

Incromprehensive is how you dont see how simular we are

In a place that has struggled forever to gain respect,
We have culturally]
We ahve from the media

But the truth is you haven't accerpted us in your heart
You never have from the start
Will oyu ever
Probably almost never

I'm sick- tired literally to death of singing this same ol'song
So shut the fuck up and realize, love is never wrong.

Time (poem)

Time is all that I have had

Time away from you

Doing all that I want to

During all the while missing you

I did what I thought was right

but in the steel of the night

I was craving you, longing for your touch

Time away changed a few things

The way I think, how I view you

So appreciative for what we've been through

You taught me plenty about me

But more about you

Time away made me realize what I was missing

How quickly I wanted to feel you , start kissing

Time is all that I have had

To see what I really want

Time is of the essence and I have made good use of it

All of the distance, time away, what I know I needed to do

Was it worth it because it all

Led me back to you.